long time ago...

What a crazy 4 months it has been!!! I have a life growing in my body. How bizarre is that? That one life can sustain another all within. That i can be so close to something that is developing by God's hands. That He is knitting something all within my body. I was totally unprepared for this to happen. I held onto the hope that Thomas had... and when the negitive pregnancy test turned positive after ... about 20 mins i was totally shocked.